Despite its calamitous start, I’d say that 2013 is off to a good start.
That first day is one that, as much as I’d like to forget, will likely become the memory that pushes me beyond the ho-hum to make this year a great one.
You see, I’d been feeling tired and stressed before December had even started but I’d hardly noticed. Then I was obliged to work extra hours every day while juggling a final week of school that was bordering on insane. On top of all the usual seasonal chaos there was a municipal hearing, two performances of a school play, preparing for and hosting our biggest solstice celebration yet, and a fabric dyeing workshop. How I survived it, I just don’t know. And the funny thing is, I thought I was doing well because in the 10 days following, I kept from getting sick despite all the sugar and late nights. That was, until, I woke up on January first.
Despite not a single glass of bubbly the night before, I woke up at 9 am with one nasty headache. I had already determined that this was the day for cleaning out our main living spaces; clearing the cobwebs so to say. Well, I did that, but my allergies didn’t like it and by the end of the day I was little more than a miserable pile of tears with a splitting headache.
I loathe visiting that place so by the time I went to bed I had determined that I was going to eat better and sleep better for the rest of the holidays (in the hopes that I might start the new school year better than I had ended the last). I figured it might be easy enough and then I went for labwork. They revealed that there was more to my crash than just a few weeks of late nights and too much sugar. It seems I’d gotten too cavalier about taking my vitamins, holding space for relaxation and getting exercise, and all the other things that keep me healthy.
Seven days into this year I’m on a whole different pathway. I’ve made a list of menu ideas for the month, Kevin and I have been snowshoeing twice and cross country skiing once, we’ve gotten things started with our architect, I’ve got a plan for my stories and circles for the new year, I’ve started attending contra dances again, I’ve been going to bed earlier and getting up before the sun, I’m taking my vitamins, I’m preparing meals in advance (so that I can better avoid blood sugar crashes) and, most importantly, I’m feeling better.
2013 – I know you’re going to be one heck of a challenging year but I’m ready for you!